I Shouldn’t Have to Feel This Way About Being a Mother For the Second Time
With our first pregnancy, things were much easier. I was blessed with being pregnant after the mere thought of, “Let’s…
Continue ReadingWith our first pregnancy, things were much easier. I was blessed with being pregnant after the mere thought of, “Let’s…
Continue ReadingTo the one who held me close as my heart broke, It hasn't been easy lately. My heart has been…
Continue ReadingNo heartbeat. Fetal demise. These were the words I was told at my routine appointment three days ago when the…
Continue ReadingDear Rainbow Baby, I remember the day I found out you were here. I held my breath as I walked…
Continue ReadingChristmas has been different every year since you left me. Even though you are not here with me, your name…
Continue ReadingI found out I was pregnant on October 8th, 2014. It was the one year anniversary of my stepdad’s death.…
Continue ReadingPregnancy loss–there is nothing more horrifying, nothing more devastating than seeing the beginnings of life come to an end so…
Continue ReadingToday I took a pregnancy test . . . and it came back with a bright blue plus sign. A…
Continue ReadingThere's that moment when you don't think you can handle one more day of being nauseous from morning 'til night.…
Continue ReadingLove once appeared beautiful and whole to me, deep wells that were free and generous, courageous and brave. The caverns…
Continue ReadingI am infertile. And I'm not unique. There are so many of us now. According to the New York Times,…
Continue ReadingI was 16 weeks pregnant when I went in for my first ultrasound. I hadn’t been to the OB in…
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