I Asked God To Stop Sending Me Babies I’d Never Hold
With each positive pregnancy test, it was a restrained joy, for I knew we shouldn’t fully celebrate. As experience often…
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With each positive pregnancy test, it was a restrained joy, for I knew we shouldn’t fully celebrate. As experience often…
Continue ReadingTrigger warning: Infant loss “We have to do this for Gabby," my husband paused on the sidewalk to squeeze my…
Continue ReadingMy mom was born in late October, and nothing pleased her more than a windy, raw, wet day when leaves…
Continue ReadingYour mother has always hated me, and I do believe it would not have mattered who I was, she would…
Continue ReadingMy first feeling was shock, followed by a messy crush of emotions—disappointment, guilt, relief. After enduring three years of invasive…
Continue ReadingIn a world where commercials can be fast-forwarded and our kids will never know the intensity of trying to go…
Continue ReadingDear Husband, There is a box that lives on top of our dresser–one we’re both intimately familiar with. We don’t…
Continue ReadingThe usual elevator awkwardness was particularly irksome that day. I adjusted my purse and glanced at my phone as if…
Continue ReadingIt was the perfect summer evening in Cape Cod. We were on vacation and dining al fresco. A cool breeze…
Continue ReadingShe’s the woman standing ready to take her diploma. The one she received with honors and the one with an…
Continue ReadingGod, I’m leaning in. I’m leaning into this grief. I’m leaning in to this valley. I’m going to need You…
Continue ReadingI am 1 in 4. In May, I had a miscarriage. I started bleeding over the holiday weekend. I made…
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