Your Brother Is With Jesus Now
“Thao is with Jesus now,” we told her, barely choking out the whisper. Jesus. This invisible being we sing about.…
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“Thao is with Jesus now,” we told her, barely choking out the whisper. Jesus. This invisible being we sing about.…
Continue ReadingWhen they are gay, the waves echo their gaiety; but when they are sad, then every breaker, as it rolls,…
Continue ReadingMy breath catches. My heart races. I remember. I remember when they were five and six. When they ran around…
Continue ReadingWhat they don’t tell you about child loss . . . They don’t tell you that you’ll never be the…
Continue ReadingI‘ve had my life planned out since I was a teenager. My dreams were to be a teacher, wife, and…
Continue ReadingThe child you loved more than anything in the whole world has died, and with that death, came an unshakeable…
Continue ReadingHow could I have let this happen? The bus was scheduled to arrive two minutes ago. Where was he? It…
Continue ReadingOctober was child loss awareness month. I realize this each year when I start seeing posts about it on social…
Continue ReadingJuly 8, 2019 was one of the happiest and proudest days of my life. I had completed my first surrogacy,…
Continue Reading136 surgeries. 136 miracles. It had even become predictable. We would get to that lowest moment when we were on…
Continue ReadingSometimes, I just close my eyes and picture him. I remember his smile. His soft voice. His gentle touch with…
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