Processing the Grief and Gratitude of the Final Baby
The spot where my IV was shoved into my vein has officially healed. The bruise on my back from the…
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The spot where my IV was shoved into my vein has officially healed. The bruise on my back from the…
Continue ReadingI know you feel so alone and wonder why this is happening to you. I know your loneliness and can…
Continue ReadingMy friend, Tracy, and I sat in the bleachers and watched my husband play intramural basketball. He was in his…
Continue ReadingI thought I’d look forward to the day when I could; Actually sit and finish a full cup of coffee…
Continue ReadingHunched over the kitchen sink, beneath the dingy glow of fluorescent light, the wave hits me. I'm washing spoons caked…
Continue ReadingMy colleagues and the many elementary students I taught on Wednesday, September 6th probably didn't realize the inner turmoil I…
Continue ReadingIt's a perfect summer day, without a cloud in the sky, as my daughter skips down the sidewalk ahead of…
Continue ReadingDear Hope Wounds, You are kind of ugly. It feels like you sag to my knees. You’ve taken away my…
Continue ReadingTo my 12 remaining embryos, The day we learned there were 14 of you, we instantly knew our story of…
Continue ReadingI believe in God, in part, because bad things happen to good people. Yes, you read my words right. I…
Continue Reading“We get to go to Heaven right now?” My two-year-old looked up at me, his eyes wide with a mix…
Continue ReadingInfertility sucks. There is really no other way to put it. It strains your marriage and works doubt deep into…
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