There’s An Urn Where Her Smile Should Be
Have you ever sat in the mortician’s office? I have. I never planned on it. Nobody does. But then you…
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Have you ever sat in the mortician’s office? I have. I never planned on it. Nobody does. But then you…
Continue ReadingOn this ordinary day in the NICU, I went to fill my bottle in the kitchen after my 1 p.m.…
Continue ReadingIt’s crazy to me how so many years have gone by since my mom died, yet every now and then,…
Continue ReadingI often worry my mom felt like she didn’t leave us with much when she left for Heaven. She apologized…
Continue Reading136 surgeries. 136 miracles. It had even become predictable. We would get to that lowest moment when we were on…
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Continue ReadingI had a son. His name was Brendan. He would have been 11 years old this September. The kids were…
Continue ReadingThis is my first year living without you. I knew it would be hard, but I didn’t know it would…
Continue ReadingMy 7-year-old daughter, Emma, died seven years ago from complications associated with Pantothenate Kinase Associated Neurodegeneration, an extremely rare and…
Continue ReadingThe night before my mother’s suicide, I was alone in my apartment having a particularly sad and dramatic pity party…
Continue ReadingI have never gone through anything quite as bad as this. Sure, I have been through some tough stuff and…
Continue ReadingSometimes, I just close my eyes and picture him. I remember his smile. His soft voice. His gentle touch with…
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