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Soft October light floods the room as I softly glide in the rocking chair, nursing my baby boy to sleep.…
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Soft October light floods the room as I softly glide in the rocking chair, nursing my baby boy to sleep.…
Continue ReadingWe so often talk about the rainbow baby. The little bit of light that comes after some of the darkest…
Continue ReadingI’ve had two miscarriages in the last 14 months. My fingers stumble on the keyboard, hovering, trying to find just…
Continue ReadingOne night when I was five, two men knocked on our door. They didn’t say much but handed my mother…
Continue ReadingEighteen years ago I carried you for a moment. Made with love, we wondered what you would be when we…
Continue ReadingSometimes I miss those days of innocence. Those days before the grief. Those days before our reality became a repetitive…
Continue ReadingMy mom always knew things before me—she had the uncanny sixth sense to anticipate what was coming. So it shouldn’t…
Continue ReadingNo one tells you about pregnancy after recurrent loss. No one tells you just how hard it is. No one…
Continue ReadingI had four miscarriages. And it has changed me. It has changed what my family was supposed to look like.…
Continue Reading“What if she’s just meant to be our miracle baby?” The moment my husband said those words to me, my…
Continue ReadingToday I counted the years since we lost you. It's been seven years, and I still think of you regularly.…
Continue ReadingDear Mama, I want you to know—you aren’t alone. Not even by a little bit. Not ever, but especially not…
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