Grieving the Baby You Never Got To Know Doesn’t Make You Weak
It seems like almost a lifetime ago that I looked down at my first positive pregnancy test. I couldn’t believe…
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It seems like almost a lifetime ago that I looked down at my first positive pregnancy test. I couldn’t believe…
Continue ReadingDear baby, There is still so much about your dad and me you don’t know, but that takes time. Parents…
Continue ReadingThis week, one year ago, was one of the most difficult weeks of my life. Fast forward to exactly one…
Continue Reading“Whatever may come and whatever may pass, we have faith that our God will bring us to it and through…
Continue ReadingYou’re far too young to understand the words I’m about to write, but still, I will jot them down so…
Continue Reading“God, please put a baby in Mommy’s belly. Amen.” She’s added it to her prayers every night for the past…
Continue ReadingToday is the day I’ve dreaded and resisted for almost a year: the day I face going through the white…
Continue ReadingI see you moms. I see the moms who will never see all of their children together on this earth…
Continue ReadingIt’s not really such a long time, seven weeks. It doesn’t sound like a long time at all when you…
Continue ReadingThis morning I woke up no longer pregnant. No longer carrying the baby inside me that I had prayed so…
Continue ReadingDear Baby, I hoped and prayed for you for many years. I was beyond ecstatic when you revealed yourself with…
Continue ReadingThe second time I flushed the remnants of my lost child like a goldfish funeral, the ache in my gut…
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