The Embryo Transfer Failed and I Feel Broken
There, I said it. That phrase repels me, "My embryo transfer failed." Every word in that sentence burns with anger,…
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There, I said it. That phrase repels me, "My embryo transfer failed." Every word in that sentence burns with anger,…
Continue ReadingIt was probably too early to tell, I thought, as I sat on the toilet and peed on another pregnancy…
Continue ReadingI am the daughter of a pastor. I grew up considering our church a second home. My siblings and I…
Continue ReadingI hate stereotypical mother-in-law jokes and memes because my husband’s mom was one of my favorite people in this world.…
Continue Reading"You are not going to feel like this forever." I looked into the eyes of my grief therapist and found empathy…
Continue ReadingMy dad is dead. I’ve repeated these words to myself hundreds of times in the days since his passing, but…
Continue ReadingToday is my birthday. I’ve had 42 of them since the last one I celebrated with my mom. She died…
Continue ReadingWe visited my grandmother’s gravesite today. As I spoke to her, my daughter chimed in, “But, Mama, she can’t hear…
Continue ReadingI cannot find the words to properly explain the joy you feel when you finally see the word "pregnant" show…
Continue ReadingI stand there in the pawn shop with tears welling up to the brink of spilling over onto my cheeks.…
Continue ReadingThe holidays can break your heart when you’re missing someone you love. People often talk about the year of firsts…
Continue Reading"Mom, where are you?" I find myself saying this over and over. It's not like I don't know where she…
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