I Still Miss My Baby
This morning, it’s raw. The grief. The remembrance. The return of normal (even in crazy, abnormal times) as kids start…
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This morning, it’s raw. The grief. The remembrance. The return of normal (even in crazy, abnormal times) as kids start…
Continue ReadingI remember it like it was yesterday. A cold, wintry day in January in the dead of a Canadian winter.…
Continue ReadingEach morning when I get into my car, I throw my purse into the passenger seat, set my coffee down…
Continue ReadingThe more time that passes, the more isolating grief feels. I have isolated myself. I have pushed people away. I…
Continue ReadingI watched as you were barely hanging on. I watched as you had one foot in Heaven. I watched as…
Continue ReadingI’m 28 and I tend to say that I am the only child. Not because it’s true, but because saying…
Continue ReadingJuly 8, 2019 was one of the happiest and proudest days of my life. I had completed my first surrogacy,…
Continue Reading“Hi, Mom, anybody home?” I knocked on the door and walked in at the same time. “You didn’t tell me…
Continue ReadingTwenty years. How did all that time pass in what, at times, feels like the blink of an eye and…
Continue ReadingAt least you have your two other sons. At least he didn’t suffer for long. At least you have a…
Continue ReadingYou sit there. With the utmost poise as everyone around you sobs seemingly uncontrollably. Staring. Hoping it’s a dream. And…
Continue ReadingI have a sweet friend who struggled through infertility. She begged and prayed and cried for a child, undergoing years…
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