Facing My Fears as a Rainbow Mother
It is late 2014, and I wake from another restless sleep. I am pregnant with my first surviving baby. I…
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It is late 2014, and I wake from another restless sleep. I am pregnant with my first surviving baby. I…
Continue ReadingGrowing up, I always knew I had a sister in Heaven. I remember talking to her as a child. I…
Continue ReadingI remember the first day I felt uncontrollable grief. You were four days old, and I received the first of…
Continue ReadingFor one year, eight months, and seven days I gazed upon my daughter Edie, drinking in every detail. Each morning…
Continue ReadingIn one second of twisted fate, my pregnancy ended. At 39-weeks pregnant, my baby’s heart stopped silently in my womb.…
Continue ReadingSometimes my eyes fix upon a figure with a could-be silhouette. Blonde hair. Blue eyes. A young man coming into…
Continue ReadingIt never gets easier or better, the heartache of losing you. It just IS. And with time it just is,…
Continue ReadingI loved you before I met you. Before it was just a dream. I didn't know if I would ever…
Continue ReadingIt has been 16 months since my first child was stillborn. Our surviving child, her twin, was very ill for…
Continue ReadingThis week my first grader came home with a paper bag and an assignment to fill it with items from…
Continue ReadingDedicated to my daughter and to all who unfortunately relate. I still recall that August day, The worst day of…
Continue ReadingThe days after Thanksgiving. They are days meant for embracing random pairings of leftovers all while nestled in oversized lounge…
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