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My breath catches. My heart races. I remember. I remember when they were five and six. When they ran around…
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My breath catches. My heart races. I remember. I remember when they were five and six. When they ran around…
Continue ReadingThe child you loved more than anything in the whole world has died, and with that death, came an unshakeable…
Continue ReadingA new year means new beginnings. I have been trying to do that since the day you left me. Hey…
Continue ReadingExactly 12 weeks after I delivered my triplets, I received a phone call from HR. They were wondering when I…
Continue ReadingA mother losing her child to premature death is more than missing that child’s presence. It is adjusting to an…
Continue ReadingHow could I have let this happen? The bus was scheduled to arrive two minutes ago. Where was he? It…
Continue ReadingTrigger warning: Infant loss “We have to do this for Gabby," my husband paused on the sidewalk to squeeze my…
Continue ReadingOctober was child loss awareness month. I realize this each year when I start seeing posts about it on social…
Continue ReadingI didn’t think I could go to Paris with my husband and two children, Lizzie and Zack. We’d dreamed about…
Continue ReadingWhen I brought my firstborn home from the hospital, I taped a poster next to the changing table that had…
Continue Reading“You are so strong!” “I can’t even imagine what you are going through.” “God needed another angel. She was too…
Continue ReadingWhen your child dies, like my daughter Colette did, your world gets broken into two—the before and the after. The…
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