I Carry the Baby I Lost In My Heart
I ignored it at first, the pink on the tissue. It wasn't anything to worry about. I'd known for three…
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I ignored it at first, the pink on the tissue. It wasn't anything to worry about. I'd known for three…
Continue ReadingMy third baby was due on October 19, 2019. Instead, she was born into heaven on March 24, 2019. Not…
Continue ReadingI never seemed to have the right words. I didn't have the right words at four years old when my…
Continue ReadingSelfish. Unfair. Guilt stricken. Shameful. Those were just a few of the words that regularly stabbed my lamenting heart as…
Continue ReadingIt seems like almost a lifetime ago that I looked down at my first positive pregnancy test. I couldn’t believe…
Continue ReadingDear baby, There is still so much about your dad and me you don’t know, but that takes time. Parents…
Continue ReadingThis week, one year ago, was one of the most difficult weeks of my life. Fast forward to exactly one…
Continue ReadingThis morning I woke up no longer pregnant. No longer carrying the baby inside me that I had prayed so…
Continue ReadingSometimes it just hits you like a freight train. One minute you are sitting on the couch, the kids are…
Continue ReadingI have three scars on my tummy that remind me I’m a mommy, too. As Mother’s Day approaches and my…
Continue ReadingI watch the needle slide into my arm and feel nothing. It’s fascinating, in a way, this numbness settling over…
Continue ReadingI lay there, trying hard to remember every detail from just a few weeks before. I had lain on the…
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