Dear Baby in Heaven, Thank You For Making Me a Mother
Dear Baby, I hoped and prayed for you for many years. I was beyond ecstatic when you revealed yourself with…
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Dear Baby, I hoped and prayed for you for many years. I was beyond ecstatic when you revealed yourself with…
Continue ReadingThe second time I flushed the remnants of my lost child like a goldfish funeral, the ache in my gut…
Continue ReadingI am a broken woman damaged by the all-consuming grief and heartbreak that comes from losing a child. A child…
Continue ReadingBlue paper pants. You know, the huge ones with the weird, recycled-looking waffle texture, they swish really loudly when you…
Continue ReadingTo my Poppy, Even though we never met I can clearly picture you. I can see my dimples in your…
Continue ReadingTo the woman I was once after pregnancy loss, I'll never forget the day we met—even though an entire decade…
Continue ReadingWith each positive pregnancy test, it was a restrained joy, for I knew we shouldn’t fully celebrate. As experience often…
Continue ReadingMy first feeling was shock, followed by a messy crush of emotions—disappointment, guilt, relief. After enduring three years of invasive…
Continue ReadingDear Husband, There is a box that lives on top of our dresser–one we’re both intimately familiar with. We don’t…
Continue ReadingI am 1 in 4. In May, I had a miscarriage. I started bleeding over the holiday weekend. I made…
Continue ReadingSomeday I’ll tell them . . . The babies my arms have never carried, though my heart always will. Someday…
Continue ReadingCOVID-19 was declared a pandemic on March 11th, 2020. On March 12, I saw your heartbeat. I listened to the…
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