All I Can Do Is Love Him
As I sit here holding his hand and talking to him until he wakes up after his 31st surgery, I…
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As I sit here holding his hand and talking to him until he wakes up after his 31st surgery, I…
Continue ReadingThose first five. Those precious first five years have flown by. I blinked and here we are. I look back…
Continue ReadingI felt all of the cords between my fingers as I held our 15-month old in the stiff green hospital…
Continue ReadingLadybugs will always make me think of 4-year-old you. The way you squeal with delight, a smile spreading over your…
Continue ReadingThe moment I had been waiting for, the moment that was supposed to make all the pain worth it: the…
Continue ReadingWith each child, my heart has gotten heavier. At first, it was one. One cry. One colic. One bump on…
Continue ReadingIt's funny how grief tends to bury itself in the recesses of one's mind until it literally rises from the…
Continue ReadingMy belly had grown and stretched to make room for you. I simply couldn’t wait to see your little face.…
Continue ReadingWe were told she wouldn’t make it to 20 weeks. When she made it, we were told she wouldn’t survive…
Continue ReadingDid you know there is a sweet spot in motherhood? When the youngest is out of diapers and outings can…
Continue ReadingMy first baby died. After a perfect full-term pregnancy, she was stillborn. That was 10 years ago. Ten years I’ve…
Continue ReadingI don’t belong here anymore. The thought crept into my mind today as I stood in the baby section. I…
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