Today My Coffee Cup is Full of Tears
Tears are falling into my coffee cup. I feel like I’m drowning. Drowning in deep waters. Deep waters that I…
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Tears are falling into my coffee cup. I feel like I’m drowning. Drowning in deep waters. Deep waters that I…
Continue ReadingWe don’t have many of these nights left. These nights where I desperately want you to just. stay. asleep. These…
Continue ReadingI looked down at my puffy, pasty thighs, the lemony lighting of the dressing room highlighting every angle of the…
Continue ReadingYou were second. Not in my heart, but one did come before you in time. Yes, with you, it was…
Continue ReadingMy dear little one, my sweet baby boy. It seems like just yesterday I was welcoming you into the world,…
Continue ReadingOur long day has come to an end. You cry and cry, desperately trying to evade that inevitable sleep. Oh…
Continue ReadingI’m not attached to my rainbow baby. There, I said it. It’s a harsh reality to admit and it’s a…
Continue ReadingYou don’t know tired. That’s what I heard countless times, over and over, when I told people that exhaustion was…
Continue ReadingThe days are long and the nights are short. The coffee is brewed but often never even makes it to…
Continue ReadingYou always carry her. You hold her a lot. You pick her up so much. Carrying my baby brought on…
Continue ReadingTo the sad woman in the OB/Gyn waiting room, I see you. I know why you're here. Don't worry, I…
Continue ReadingSometimes I feel like I am missing out on you being little. I spend my days chasing after big brother,…
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