I Carry the Baby I Lost In My Heart
I ignored it at first, the pink on the tissue. It wasn't anything to worry about. I'd known for three…
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I ignored it at first, the pink on the tissue. It wasn't anything to worry about. I'd known for three…
Continue Reading“This is going to be the first time we go through the holidays without mom.” How many times have I…
Continue ReadingIt is said that grief has stages. Five to be exact. Not sure where I am on that scale, but…
Continue ReadingFor so much of my life, I never understood why people used the phrase “passed on” when someone died. I…
Continue ReadingIt's that time of year. Everyone shines a little brighter, everything shimmers a little more. The cooler temps create a…
Continue ReadingWe love. We lose. We mourn. Grief is a beautiful testament to someone we’ve loved, with whom we’ve built a…
Continue ReadingMy third baby was due on October 19, 2019. Instead, she was born into heaven on March 24, 2019. Not…
Continue ReadingWhen we decided to start a family we dove in head first. After having been together for five years and…
Continue ReadingI never seemed to have the right words. I didn't have the right words at four years old when my…
Continue ReadingI would have cried. I see the line of cars in the school pick-up line, and my heart is hit…
Continue ReadingSelfish. Unfair. Guilt stricken. Shameful. Those were just a few of the words that regularly stabbed my lamenting heart as…
Continue ReadingIt seems like almost a lifetime ago that I looked down at my first positive pregnancy test. I couldn’t believe…
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