She’s Really Gone
Trigger warning: Infant loss “We have to do this for Gabby," my husband paused on the sidewalk to squeeze my…
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Trigger warning: Infant loss “We have to do this for Gabby," my husband paused on the sidewalk to squeeze my…
Continue ReadingMy first feeling was shock, followed by a messy crush of emotions—disappointment, guilt, relief. After enduring three years of invasive…
Continue ReadingIn a world where commercials can be fast-forwarded and our kids will never know the intensity of trying to go…
Continue ReadingDear Husband, There is a box that lives on top of our dresser–one we’re both intimately familiar with. We don’t…
Continue ReadingThe usual elevator awkwardness was particularly irksome that day. I adjusted my purse and glanced at my phone as if…
Continue ReadingShe’s the woman standing ready to take her diploma. The one she received with honors and the one with an…
Continue ReadingGod, I’m leaning in. I’m leaning into this grief. I’m leaning in to this valley. I’m going to need You…
Continue ReadingI am 1 in 4. In May, I had a miscarriage. I started bleeding over the holiday weekend. I made…
Continue ReadingI gasped a little when I first saw it. I felt guilty for even forgetting it was there. I was…
Continue ReadingOctober was child loss awareness month. I realize this each year when I start seeing posts about it on social…
Continue ReadingSomeday I’ll tell them . . . The babies my arms have never carried, though my heart always will. Someday…
Continue ReadingI often wonder if you will remember your sister. You used to hold her and sing lullabies or whatever sweet…
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