Grief is Always Heavy—What Changes is How We Carry It
She looks at me and says, “It looks like you’ve bounced back. You look great.” Instinct nearly has me rolling…
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She looks at me and says, “It looks like you’ve bounced back. You look great.” Instinct nearly has me rolling…
Continue ReadingCOVID-19 was declared a pandemic on March 11th, 2020. On March 12, I saw your heartbeat. I listened to the…
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Continue ReadingNo, this is not my husband holding our newborn daughter. He is not my brother. He is not a cousin,…
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Continue ReadingSometimes life just isn’t fair. In fact, at times, life is just plain cruel. In one moment, your whole world…
Continue ReadingI lost my baby. I watch the nurse as she carries my child’s body away. She walks so slowly. So…
Continue ReadingI was supposed to have a baby today. Nine months ago, I watched as two pink lines formed in the…
Continue ReadingI didn’t ask for this. But then again, I guess no one really does. I miss you. I love you.…
Continue ReadingI thought about you today. We took our annual back-to-school photos, and I was arranging them in a collage. I…
Continue ReadingSeven years ago I was pregnant with you, my first baby. The excitement I felt when I saw that little…
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