Iād do it all.
Iād play with you every single time you asked me to, no matter how high the dishes and laundry were.
Iād kiss your boo-boo over and over even though itās been gone for a week alreadyāsimply because you asked and said thatās what makes it better.
Iād tell you to stop doing cartwheels on the couchā10 times in 10 minutes. Daily.
Iād play your favorite song on repeatāevery day, for six monthsāand sing it like it was my favorite too.
Iād let you creep into our bed at 2 a.m. and take up all the space with your tiny toes in my face, all for our king bed to feel like a twin.
Iād sit on the floor with you when you say, āMommy, can we just talk?ā even if that means dinner is later than originally planned, again.
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Iād braid your hair 20 times a day until it was exactly what you wanted and felt your best in.
Iād stop vacuuming the second you pull at my shirt and say, āMommy, can I lay with you?ā
Iād pick you up and hold you through any place, weather, or setting, for as long as you wanted me to.
Iād wipe all your tears away from being frustrated because you simply couldnāt button your shirt right.
Iād do it all, a million times over.
Iād do it all because . . .
The clothes get bigger each time I fold them.
āMommyā turns into āMomā before I even have a chance to understand what that will really feel like.
Being your favorite person right now is the greatest feeling in the world.
Your voice will forever be my favorite sound.
Holding my hand might soon be embarrassing for you, not to mention a forehead kiss or hug.
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Youāll put on your own Band-Aid and wonāt even cry, let alone cry for me.
Your voice wonāt be tiny anymoreāitāll be more mature and heard through a phone because youāre no longer attached to my hip.
Because one day, our home will be much cleaner and quieter, and though Iāll be so proud of the person I know God is creating you to be, Iāll miss you in this season. Where you just wanted all of my time, attention, and focus.
Iād do it all. A million times over. With the most grateful heart.
Because being a mom, especially yours, is sweeter than I ever couldāve imagined or deserved.
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