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Mamas, Please Quit Mourning Your Children Growing Up

Mamas, Please Quit Mourning Your Children Growing Up www.herviewfromhome.com

There it was again in my Facebook feed: someone’s post of an adorable birthday girl with a sweet smile and a sprinkled cupcake, ready for the eating.

And beneath it, along with the likes and loves? A sad, crying Facebook “reaction” face. 

Which breaks my heart.

Tears and sadness because this little girl is turning a year older? Because she’s “growing up?”

This is all over Facebook and the mom blogging world these days. Last times posts and “I’m so sad my baby is getting older” pieces…and crying-face emojis in reaction to a happy birthday picture.

And I get it: I really do.

I know birthdays and milestones remind us what has been and might be no more. I know they bring to the forefront time that’s gone by and is now gone. I know they hit us with what we loved in the past and might miss in the future.

But we have children to raise them. We bring them into our families to teach them and nourish them and nurture them and protect them for the future we want for them.

So when they reach a moment when they are one step closer to that future, shouldn’t we be happy and joyful and incredibly grateful?

Tomorrow is promised to no one, and too many parents know that full well. What would that mom and dad who lost their child at Disney give to be able to put up another happy birthday post? What would I give to be able to share that the baby I lost to miscarriage has turned into a toddler or a tween or a twentysomething? What would any parent who’s lost a child at any age give to be able to announce to the world that they are turning another year older?

You know the answer: they would give anything. Anything. And the reactions to those announcements would be pure likes and loves and joy and celebration.

I’m the mom of two teenage daughters. I’ve just been sideswiped by the realization that my daughter’s senior year is happening NOW. I can’t pick my girls up or nuzzle them on my shoulder. I can–and do–hold them on my lap, but they lop over onto the chair. All of which is to say that I well understand the temptation to weep for the past and to regret all things I’ll never do with my children again.

But I did do them. I had those moments, and now I am looking forward to new seasons, new joys, new blessings in the future.

Please, mamas, savor the now. Suck the life out of every moment you can with your children, whatever their ages. Try to notice all the things you might miss down the road. Be grateful for today and the sweet pleasures it holds. But when–if–tomorrow comes, do not mourn it. It is a gift and not to be taken for granted. Make your announcement, put up your post…and then wait for others to celebrate with you.

Photo credit: halbag via Visual hunt / CC BY

About the author

Elizabeth Spencer

Elizabeth Spencer is a great sinner redeemed by a great Savior. She’s been married for 23 years to an exceedingly patient husband and is mom to two teenage daughters who make her look really good as a mother. She blogs at Guilty Chocoholic Mama and, if pressed to demonstrate a hidden talent, can stand on her head.

  • Love, love, love this! Thank you for sharing your heart about appreciating all the days we have with our children. I will hug my kids right now. ๐Ÿ™‚

  • I think we walk a fine line between relishing the past and embracing the future. Taking each day as it comes and savoring the moments in it is truly a gift – one I hope I can continue to develop as my girls go through these fast-paced teenage years! Thanks for the perspective today!!

    • Tracey, you are so right and wise. This IS the balancing act we moms have to try to figure out day-by-day, season-by-season. Thank YOU for your thoughtful perspective today!

  • Bree

    This is a great post! I think you bring up a great argument. Sometimes I get that sad feeling, but it is so true that we are here to help raise them up, not try amd keel them as a baby! It is more exciting to enjoy the moment and help them grow to mature, respectful adults! (Then you get grandkids to baby again?)

    • Bree, I LOVE the way you think! There is always something to miss in life, but I personally don’t want to forget to enjoy the present just because I’m clinging to the past. As for grandchildren, the few mom friends I have who are already in this stage assure me it’s THE BEST. ๐Ÿ˜‰ Thanks so much taking time to read my little post and to leave your thoughtful words!

  • Amen, Elizabeth! Birthdays are such a blessing! It’s bittersweet to see them get older but an honor to watch them grow up. xo

    • Aw, thank you so much, Stacy…it’s lovely to hear from you! You put it perfectly: “it’s bittersweet to see them get older but an honor to watch them grow up.” Amen right back at ya, mama! ๐Ÿ™‚

  • I had a little bit of sadness with my toddler turning three this year because he’s just so much more independent. But any sadness I have was overwhelmed by my joy and pride in seeing him learn and grow so much.

    • You’ve got it: some sadness, yes, but even bigger “joy and pride.” I love this parenting package you’ve described here! Thank you so much for sharing your words and heart!

  • We don’t hear this perspective very often so thank you for sharing it! I loved when my children were small, but I also love it just as much that they’re my adult friends now. Blessings in every stage. Enjoy the one we’re in!

    • Thank you, Lisa! I will say that I was a little hesitant about writing this because–as you correctly noted–it does run a little contrary to current mom culture. Which I completely understand! But you’ve put it all together so well: “Blessings in every stage. Enjoy the one we’re in.” Yes, mama. ๐Ÿ™‚

  • Belinda

    You are so right! Spot on. I wonder if it comes out of a fear of the unknown future – just a thought. I’ve delighted in each stage of my kids lives – and now with older teens and young adults it is a delight to walk beside them as they step out.

    • Aw, thank you, Belinda! I think YOU are spot-on with this: “I wonder if it comes out of a fear of the unknown future.” I’d never thought of it that way, but you are right: we know what happened in the past, so maybe that lures us to want to hang onto it? In any case, you’ve painted a beautiful picture of what the future (unknown though it may be) can hold: the “delight” of walking beside our children as they grow. Thank you so much for stopping by and for leaving your lovely words!

  • Brandi Tesreau

    Celebrating my children’s birthdays has always brought me much joy! I love planning, making their favorite foods, and doing whatever else comes with their special day. I love watching my kids grow up. Sometimes, though, I do think about memories of the little kid days, and I can’t help but get emotional and miss it and “mourn” it. Especially during some of the hard teen moments. ๐Ÿ˜‰ Some days I look forward to being an empty nester, some days I long for toddler cuddles, and some days I cherish the present for what it is. It’s a mix for me for sure!

    • Brandi, you could not be more right: that mama “mix” is TRUTH! I’m living in those teen years myself and give my hearty “amen, sister” to everything you so thoughtfully wrote. I was just telling my youngest daughter yesterday how her older sister had slept on my shoulder on the couch the first two nights we were home, and all these years later, I can still remember the preciousness of that. But now that baby is starting her senior year…and I know there will be new precious moments to savor. Thank you so much for sharing your heart and words here!

  • This is fantastic. I mean, ask me again when my baby starts kindergarten but for now, I’m all nodding and agreeing with your mama-wisdom. ๐Ÿ˜‰ (Seriously, I really value your wisdom!!)

    • Well, bless your heart, Mary! Thank you so much! And I freely grant you the right to withdraw your approval of this post when your baby starts kindergarten. Mama gets to feel what she feels on that day (among many others). P.S. Having been through that day myself a few (ahem) years ago, I recommend stocking up on Oreos (double-stuffed or otherwise…) well in advance. ๐Ÿ˜‰