I Buried My Heart with My Baby but God Brought Me Back to Life
Recently, my world felt as if it were crashing around me. I was so angry I think my rage could…
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Recently, my world felt as if it were crashing around me. I was so angry I think my rage could…
Continue ReadingIt's the flower food packet that gets you. That little plastic packet with the powder that keeps your flowers alive…
Continue ReadingTrigger warning: post discusses death and loss The cool air shocked my sweltering face as I walked into the doors…
Continue Reading“Thao is with Jesus now,” we told her, barely choking out the whisper. Jesus. This invisible being we sing about.…
Continue ReadingI have sat here a million times over my life—on good days, on bad days, with friends, with family. I…
Continue ReadingI saved your clothes because you were our firstborn. I thought for sure as I quietly folded them and stored…
Continue ReadingNo one tells you how it will feel. What will trigger it? The emptiness, the anger, the fear, or the…
Continue ReadingTo my babies in Heaven, I still miss you. Sometimes I wonder if you can see us from Heaven. Do…
Continue ReadingMy third baby was due on October 19, 2019. Instead, she was born into heaven on March 24, 2019. Not…
Continue ReadingI would have cried. I see the line of cars in the school pick-up line, and my heart is hit…
Continue ReadingIt seems like almost a lifetime ago that I looked down at my first positive pregnancy test. I couldn’t believe…
Continue ReadingWhen they are gay, the waves echo their gaiety; but when they are sad, then every breaker, as it rolls,…
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