I’m Leaning Into This Grief, But I Need You To Catch Me God
God, I’m leaning in. I’m leaning into this grief. I’m leaning in to this valley. I’m going to need You…
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God, I’m leaning in. I’m leaning into this grief. I’m leaning in to this valley. I’m going to need You…
Continue ReadingI am 1 in 4. In May, I had a miscarriage. I started bleeding over the holiday weekend. I made…
Continue ReadingOctober was child loss awareness month. I realize this each year when I start seeing posts about it on social…
Continue ReadingSomeday I’ll tell them . . . The babies my arms have never carried, though my heart always will. Someday…
Continue ReadingI often wonder if you will remember your sister. You used to hold her and sing lullabies or whatever sweet…
Continue ReadingShe looks at me and says, “It looks like you’ve bounced back. You look great.” Instinct nearly has me rolling…
Continue ReadingCOVID-19 was declared a pandemic on March 11th, 2020. On March 12, I saw your heartbeat. I listened to the…
Continue ReadingAuthor's note: I understand it is early to be sharing with the world such a traumatic experience. My husband and…
Continue ReadingIf I don’t write it all down, will I forget? Will there come a day when I no longer remember…
Continue ReadingI didn’t think I could go to Paris with my husband and two children, Lizzie and Zack. We’d dreamed about…
Continue ReadingIt was a beautiful day in July, warm and sunny, when I found out I was no longer a mother.…
Continue ReadingI should have said I love you . . . well, the wonderful thing is, they already knew that. There…
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