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As an educator myself, I know the connection that students, staff, and communities have with their teachers, coaches, and school administrators. It’s a bond that lasts a lifetime because we have the honor of watching our students grow through trial, error, and triumph. Educators are a part of who we become. And even if we don’t always say it, we are thankful.

There’s also something special about being an educator in Nebraska, especially small town Nebraska. We support. We love. We lift up in prayer. And now’s the time. But we don’t limit to only Nebraska. Because this is a fellow educator. And let’s face it, there are a lot of us. So let’s support.

Chad Fuller, an assistant principal for David City High School in Nebraska, is now paralyzed from the neck down after sliding down a slip and slide at a family’s residence on Saturday, July 8, 2017. The slip and slide ended in the Lake of the Woods of Saint Paul, Nebraska and when Chad entered the lake, his neck was broken on impact. Thankfully, Mr. Fuller is recovering. But now is the time he, his family, his community, his students, his staff, his everyone all need our support. 

So let’s help. The Nebraska USA Wrestling Facebook page is doing an excellent job of keeping updates coming on Chad’s progress. They helped me contact the family to find if donations are needed. If you are willing and able, please send any financial donations directly to the family using the information below. All donations will go directly to Chad’s immediate family to help cover expenses not covered by insurance.

Information to send financial assistance:

US Bank (any US location)
c/o Chad Fuller Benefits

Countryside Bank
c/o Chad Fuller Benefits
976 11th Street
Syracuse, NE 68446

 

Most importantly, please pray for Chad’s recovery, for strength and comfort for family and friends, and for healing in every way.

Picture from 1011 News Facebook page along with a write-up.

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Bailey Koch is an advocate for those who can't easily advocate for themselves in every way. Married to her hottie hubby, whom has survived 5+ suicide attempts, and mom to two teenage boys, the oldest with High Functioning Autism and youngest with Epilepsy, Bailey is passionate about mental health and parenting through the messy realities. Additionally, Bailey is a Doctor of Special Education and works as an instructor at the University of Nebraska at Kearney preparing future special educators to be advocates for the learning of all. Bailey and her husband, Jeremy, have written and published two books. "Never Alone: A Husband and Wife's Journey with Depression and Faith" details their struggles with severe depression and the journey toward understanding their purpose, accepting help, and finding faith. "When the House Feels Sad: Helping You Understand Depression" is written for families, at a child's level, to open up a conversation about the reality of Depression. Follow their journey, the triumphs and the challenges, on Facebook at https://www.facebook.com/anchoringhopeformentalhealth and Instagram at @anchoringhopeformentalhealth.

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