It seems like yesterday we were bringing you home from the hospital. Back then, we were new parents, clueless but full of love—a love that words can hardly explain. I can vividly recall holding you in my arms, rocking you in the cutest nursery, and singing sweet lullabies, just like yesterday.

I can picture those times when you were teeny-tiny, doing tummy time, and how proud I was of you for lifting your head. And oh, the happiness on your face when “Baby Shark” played over and over—that song always made you smile! We made sure to capture your growth every month with photos on your special blanket, noting all the things you liked and all the things you could do.

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From the “one-leg scoot” around the house to the proud day you toddled around in the kitchen saying “vacuum” at 13 months old—those were some really special moments. Your first words, especially the repeated “dada,” melted my heart even though a tiny part of me secretly longed to hear a “mama.” We shared the excitement of each new thing you discovered and to both of us, it was all new.

Now, as we get ready for new adventures, with turning six and kindergarten just around the corner, I have a mix of feelings. I’m really proud to see how confident and kind you’ve become. But at the same time, I can’t help but feel a little sad remembering the days when you were so small and fit perfectly in my arms. Letting go of the littleness is hard, but I know all those memories will forever be in my heart.

I may not always get everything right, and sometimes we both learn as we go, but you, my precious firstborn, are my helper in this mom journey. You have shown me what being a mother is all about.  You’ve taught me to be patient, to be strong when things are tough, and what unconditional love means. Your curiosity and excitement about life inspire me, and I feel so blessed to see you grow.

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Being your mom and watching you become a big brother has been one of the best parts of my life. I know it’s not always easy to share the attention, but like Mama always says, God made you first for a reason . . . to be the great big brother you are.

Facing a new chapter isn’t easy for me, but I’m so proud of the amazing boy you’re becoming. My sweet firstborn, you’ll always be the one who made me a mom—a role I love more every day. No matter how big you grow, how many birthdays come and go, remember, you’ll always be my baby too.